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[Jul. 13th, 2009|11:20 am] |
| You Are Skilled |  You are balanced and competent. You value harmony.
Other people see you as outgoing, hyper, and even a bit overwhelming.
Your ideal romantic relationship is peaceful, romantic, and private.
You do best in tasks that require you to be flexible, creative, and playful. |
| You Are Highly Colorful |  You are intensely alive and very passionate.
You are optimistic about the world and about people.
You feel very connected to others, and you tend to be a harmonizing force.
You are vibrant and receptive. You are ready for whatever the world has to offer you. |
i got bored with the tests.
i keep trying to find something to write about that doesn't automatically lose my interest within seconds.
i feel like all i do now is work work work work Mars in Aries in 6th house working overtime
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emotionally... jealousy and insecurities are at an all time high for me.
jealous that Katie gets to meet Chris adn Jeff's family, has 2 rings Jeff gave her, still has her red roses... still a disgusting annoying slob
i don't get anything... but i tell myself, at least when i do it will mean more than that which i am jealous of
insecurities destroying my dreams...
lately for the past few weeks i jsut feel so........ grey
even when the sun was shining my heart hurt
my mind hurt
my body hurt
i jsut wanted to crawl up in the bed and let the world dissapear for awhile
i know i should call people but i don't
i know i should write people but i don't.
one of these days i will get better i know it... i jsut wish it would come sooner rather than later.
Big Brother started yeya
Hopfeully we will see Bruno on Saturday so that will be awesome
im falling in love with music all over again
i ahve to pee adn go buy energy drinks and ciggarettes... and prolly food
yey |
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| Comments: |
Aw, I am sorry for the insecure, grey feeling... I have felt that way a good deal lately, only starting to get better. So I mean to say, I understand. *Hugs!*
Gaah, I want to see Bruno, it looks hilarious. ;)
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I hope you feel better soon Emily. Feeling grey isn't fun especially in summer. *hugs* | |
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