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[Jun. 10th, 2009|01:12 pm] |
so i officially have internet at home now
so i wont disappear for months again
&hearts
augh things have been crazy lately
i was right about Jeff being on drugs... i called it out months and months ago but no one really listened to me, Chris only started to believe me when he heard the lighter in their bedroom, like they were smoking pot, but no smell
then saturday he disappears and the only thing we are told is that Jeff went to some AA retreat or something... i called it out as bullshit because i know Jeff would've mentioned something about it earlier, and Chris figured he was prolly in jail or something
i talked to Katie about it on Monday and she kept denying my suspicions, and kept claiming he was at the retreat. It wasn't till his dad showed up and was like "ok, where the fuck is he really? is he in Detox?"
and she finally admitted it
and then talked to me for hours about it
and i just wanted to slap her.
i really really fucking did.
at first she said she didn't know (BULLSHIT! how fucking stupid do you think i am?)
how could you not know your boyfriend was shooting heroin and smoking it when you two are sequestered in the same room for hours on end?
then the more she talked, she finally admitted to how she knew he was doing it for MONTHS, and how she didnt agree with it and blah blah blah and was upset when he started shooting it up
ok
A: you were fine with it when he was smoking it? but not ok when he started using it?
B: you leave you less-than-a- year old and your other child in the care of a person who is on heroin while you are at work??? what if something happened to them while he was asleep in a drug-induced haze?????
C: WHY THE FUCK DID YOU ALLOW HIM TO DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!?!?!
if the situation had been Chris you can sure as fuck bet that as soon as i found out about it, that shit was getting destroyed and flushed down the toilet, and be damned how pissed off he was about it. i would have straight up told Chris TOUGH SHIT!. And me and Chris even discussed it when we first started dating, since we do have a background in drugs individually, we both agreed we would flush it down the toilet and get rid of it and cut off the money supply to them if the other person started doing drugs. you don't enable that shit, you just don't.
augh she pissed me off so bad...
so anyway, he was supposed to be in Detox till thursday... apparently not.
he came home on Monday and then Katie announces to everyone, oh while he is taking a bath im going to smoke the rest of my pot.
i seriously had to stop my hand from slapping her.
WHAT IS SHE THINKING??!!?!?!?!?! oh... im going to do some drugs in front of someone who jsut got out of detox, what a brilliant idea!
*glares*
and then he disappeared this morning. Cheyenne kept asking where he was, and Katie was jsut like "oh whatever, maybe he went to get breakfast, maybe he went to get drugs"
she straight up said that.... oh and btw his dealer lives in our neighborhood... how convienent.
im sorry, but if i was her i would have found my phone adn its charger (oh my battery died- when i asked her why she hadn't called him)
and called his stupid ass and be like uhm..... where the fuck are you?!?!?!
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fucking people piss me off.
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anywho
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Chris is taking me to see Star Trek today... im so excited!
we haven't been to the movies since Cloverfield i think, which seems like so long ago *sighs* and he has been so sweet to me lately...
our two years is coming up on the 16th!!! im so excited... he better get me some flowers since he skipped out on them on valentines day... i've been casually mentioning it like "oh darling, flowers are so pretty, wouldn't they look wonderful in our room?" and then he'll say something like "Don't be stupid, they are a waste of money" but not as harsh :P and then i say "well you skipped on Valentine's day, so i expect them on our anniversary"
*nods*
hahhaha no i'm not sure if that convo has actually happened or not, but it jsut did in my head so i thought i would share that... i have casually mentioned that i want some though :P
People at work adore me. Melissa (the head honcho manager) keeps being a bitch adn scheduling me to be the main cashier, but Sharon and Liz (the assisant managers) keep switching me to be second because half the time the other cashier (usually Nathan) doesn't get anything done. and Liz was telling me what a great worker i am, and my supervisors- each one of them adore me, my co-workers adore me, and the framing manager gets sad when i don't close with her... so i feel pretty good about myself
i jsut don't see why Melissa doesn't like me as much.... *glares*
if it's cause i don't get everythign done. that's not my fault.... like the other day when i was cashiering and Liz wants me to paint these terra cotta pots and glue them together to make animals and shit, and then Sharon wants me to sign all the custom floral (there are hundreds of them)
nevermind im bored wiht this story haha
uhm.....
i finalyl caved in and sent an email to summer.
my intuitions have been super prophetic lately
and.... i dunnos |
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Heroin? Oh god, that's awful, especially considering they have these very young children... =\ Shit...
That's so nice about your anniversary and work, though. =) ♥
you didnt listen to the song i emailed you. asshole.
*smiles innocently*
anyway
why does Jeff have to do drugs when he's got Katie to love him? *hand on chin thinking*
and yeah its ridiculous the whole "gonna smoke pot in front of this detoxing man"
happy anniversary :-)
yeah i like flowers too
i got flowers for the first time in my life for my birthday, my mum gave em too me... because i was bitching about how I always give flowers but never get them and stuff.
yes my intuition has been pret-ty good lately too. :) | |
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