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back to school [Sep. 22nd, 2008|10:29 am]
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i hate starting school. each and every time its jsut a horrible intense instant panic attack

i feel like im in kindergarten, a child so lost and scared of the swarms of new people

i hate it hate it hate it

im scared to go get something to drinnk because someone will be there right next to me and theyll be there and got i hate being around people im not accustomed to sometimes... especially rude people who stand in front of the door adn talk adn dont move when i say "excuse me" and so i get anxiety and walk all the way around the building to find another entrance

aguahguahguahgua


adn teh classes

oh god

i walked my happy ass to school halfway before i finally caught a bus that actually STOPPED wow what an idea, and then i get here and find out my class was cancelled and that my other class doesnt start till 3

woo hoo


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i dunnos

and then people


augj

my friend amanda, so sweet and beautiful, keeps asking for my help on how to starve herself adn cut herself adn what not and it kills me to know and remember the person that i used to be who was a prime example of what to do... how to completely stop eating and go to 100 pounds for years.... and i feel so terrible i wish i could shake the desire to starve herself out of her, so i try adn use some psychology and find the real reason she's doing it but she refuses to acknowledge any pain other than wanting to be thin

ouch my head

complain adn bitch

its all i do

lalallaa
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[User Picture]From: [info]empty_party
2008-09-23 02:48 am (UTC)

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Aw, I'm sorry about starting school... I hope it will get easier; I know what you mean about people, I feel so anxious around new people I can see myself walking around the building for a different entrance. ♥

And your friend. :( It's so sad to see someone want to harm themselves like that... I hope she will stop feeling like this in time; if it gets more intense remember it's not your responsibility or fault. ♥

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