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[Sep. 10th, 2008|01:03 pm] |
hello loves
sorry for the dissapearance
i wish i could say that i never had an oppurtunity to write in here till then but, that would only be partially the truth
let me start from the begginning
so much shit happened this summer. Last summer probably was the best one ive ever had in my entire life, pure honesty, not jsut me looking back adn forgetting all the other possible wonderful ones, which i never really had, last summer was THE BEST. this summer....
probably one of the worst
chris got caught driving with a suspended license so he almost went to jail, and the stupid thing was he didnt even want to drive, his cousin who just got out of rehab was hanging around some old friends and realized they were trying to get him on heroin again and so the only one he could call was chris so chris went and picked him up. apparently some cop was running peoples licenses through his machine or whatever and BAM chris gets pulled over and his cousin cmoes to my work to tell me my boyfriend jsut got put in jail and when i got off i had to bail him out. SO fucking stressfull, but at least i didnt have to pay anything. fucking system makes it so hard to pay, i only had so much money and the bail was way more than i could afford and i couldnt understand why chris wasnt ppaying it so i had to argue with the cop adn use my sweet innocentness charm to get the bail waived which was badass... but i was so fucking terrified, especiialy when i found out that if his parole officer found out about the whole thing chris wouldve gone to jail for over a month... fucking terrifying, but we ended up getting the breathilizer in his car and had to argue with washington state for months jsut to get his license back (just got it back in august and this shit happened in june or so) because they are a bunch on incompetent fucks
anywho
THEN
my sister calls me up and tells me that my mom jsut called the DHS on my sister to try and get her kids taken away because my niece was being "sexually abused" by my sister friend johnny and that my sisters two kids were being "neglected" and then i find out that my mom and aunt ganged up on my sister adn beat the shit out of her. The my little sister kept texting me and trying to get info out of me like the little sneaky brat she is and i told her i wasnt saying shit till my MOTHER got the balls to call adn talk to me herself. well then i get a text back saying "mom says you should suck her balls" so i call up my mom all sorts of pissed and asked her if she really said that and she was like "well yeah you said i needed to grow some balls so you might as well suck them emily" and i couldnt even beleive it. i told her that summer really didnt need to be involved in this and she flew off the handle at me calling my a bitch and an egomaniac and that all i cared about was myself and how no one asked her how she felt that brittany hardly talks to her anymore (she was jsut jealous, thats why all this bullshit happened) and she started screaming at me saying me and my sister were just cunts and bitches and i hung up and havent talked to ehr since.
then my sister decides to move back to oregon on my birthday and thats all yay.
fuck i get so hurt and angry about this.
right after they arrive in oregon the day of actually, brittany and preston decided to live with us. they have two kids and one of them isnt even a year old. then out of nowwhere, less than a week after moving and my birthday (brittany kept talking bout how much she missed me and blah blah blah and she never should ahve left her real family) she fucking sraight up dissapears. preston was saying she was talking to johnny her friend more than him (preston is also chris's best friend) and so he went to find her where johnny was living. he calls us later that night and said that he jsut found out my sister has been sleeping with johnny for at least 5 months, the abortion she had was from johnny, adn he didnt even know if memphis (the baby) was his or johnny's. this was like the second week of august and i havent heard from my sister since. She's even abandoned her kids and goes for over a week without seeing them or talking to them. Im so mad and hurt and upset. She's jsut like my mom.
augh i hate my family
sorry to leave such a depressing journal but that's my summer, adn in a way and explanation as to why i havent been able to try and get on the computer. IT's been way to fucking aughuahguahughuhguahg and so i ended up jsut laying around at home and reading my dirty but melancholy and haunting v.c. andrews.
okay im gonna read some entries of yours or at least try to get to them
i love you all and will start posting happier journals soon ;) |
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My god, I'm so sorry you had to go through all this, and that your mom said those things to you... Are your sister's children still living with you or has their father moved with them somewhere else?
:( *Hugs* ♥
Wow! That's some crazy stuff! *BIG HUGS* at you. I can't even begin to imagine what it's like.
I remember reading Flowers in the Attic a long time ago. Interesting story. | |
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