I'm so sorry. Don't you hate family troubles? Something about them just kills me. :(

You're amazing, you don't deserve to be abandoned and I hope you will feel better soon! ♥ *Hugs!*

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I'm sorry you're going through this. *WARM HUGS*

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oooh i know guilty pleasure so well.. its very erotic to me. like, vampire bites. it makes me want to laugh demonically and slap the person in the face and laugh some more.
im a sinner im a saint *shrugs*
like everybody.. some more than others i guess

(by the way, i just wanted to tell you. i painted my nails black and its way cool, and i quit smoking for good, yay for me :)

tummy problems i have too :( this morning actually when I fell asleep on the couch *again*

i dunno.. *sigh*... your story kind of rang a bell for me so thats why im replying i guess

im having major anger problems towards my mum, shes such a total bitch to me for a long long time, and i cannot get it
ive been a 'bitch' towards my mum and she has said to me how it hurt her, but what shes doing right now is just fucking unbelievable
emails that say 'you did this and this and that and i never wanna see you again cos youre bad, go run to your dad', like a kick in the stomach
then i talk to her about it, she gives some shit excuse why she did it, and then she says some shit to put me down and laughs at me, then i stay calm and say 'lets have coffee sometime and talk it over' and she hesitates.
i just.... fuck, you know? i forgave my mum a LOT of shit she pulled while i was a kid, things im still angry about but in reason i forgave because i understand her. now i think its her turn.
im her SON for christs sake and shes totally forsaken me in a time that i need her to be a mother to me.

anyway its good to hear from you again :-) even tho it breaks my heart to see you like this...
and i must say, your short poem about the cat..... i love it :)
i petted this cat yesterday, and it was sooo cute :D i gotta tellya
i was on my way to the shop to buy some cola and food, and then i noticedf this cat and i petted it and petted it and it curled up on the ground, miawing when I stopped petting for a second.... so then i said 'i gotta go' (yes i talk to cats) and i started to walk to the store, and it just followed me and i was like 'awwwww':D:D:D:D
so i petted it again for a long time and then i protected it against the car who was getting near :D
and then it kinda walked into a garden and i went to the store..

i think the white kitten on your avatar is way cute

i was reading your profile and some things clicked for me, by jesus :-|

"i dissapear a lot on people...sorry, but its just what i do"
i do that too

"sometimes i get caught in momentary fits of depression where paranoia reaches it highs and i dissociate, often casuing me to act stranger than normal, i apologize before hand if it ever happens
i want happiness for everyone
i live in my own little fantasy world, and i wish someone else could live here with me
i bear the curse of the curious cat
all is love...and love is all
everything is nothing and nothing is everything"
i know, i know :)

"sometimes i think that im secretly a cat, i understand them better than i do humans, i like to rub my head on things, i like to bite things, i like to feel things, and i like to taste things, i am a sensualist"
i just thought that that is the sweetest thing
and i am the same sensualist :)

"im a hopeless romantic and there is nothing that can cure me of it
my mind works metaphorically, i like to paint pictures with words and imaginary colors that you see when you close your eyes
im often told that i'm a little on the crazy side, i dont make much sense except to people who know how to LISTEN, not just listen"
yepyepyep:)

*flowers and a big fluffy hug*

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just one more thing to say :)
Don't you just love Kissing In The Rain by Tori Amos? listened to it on your profile and i was totally wowed

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*huge hugs* oh ronny, youre perfect <3

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