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[Apr. 20th, 2009|11:11 am] |
mmmmmmm
today
is blue sky beautiful
so was yesterday
and the day before that
&hearts
chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
i love the smells of spring and summer
freshly mowed grass
the dew from the morning
the water sprinklers and the rainbows in them as you pass by
the smells of flowers and trees giving life to everything that they surround
augh i love it so much
the feeling of sunshine pouring down on me
liquid life and purification
a myriad of green and blue and pink and yellow and orange
AUGH
i &hearts it sooooooooooooooooooo much
soft petals brushing against your arm like
the sweetest kisses
*melts*
i feel like a cat
i just want to lay in the grass and smell the flowers and roll around in the sunshine
chase after butterflies and dragonflies
IEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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people are strange
very very strange
i feel bad, because i judged someone last term
she was hispanic and looked preppy
and i didnt want anything to do with her because i thought we would have nothing in common
but she is sooooooooooo sweet and i adore her...
frankly i absolutely adore my group in my math class
especially amanda because we can talk talk talk all the time
about silly shit
and make comments that we both get
mmmmmmmmmmmm
i was super pissed off Saturday
but i couldn't manage it on Sunday.. everything was perfect, Chris paid my phone bill without lecturing me, we went to New Seasons to get my hardcore apricot scrub and they discontinued it and it was sooo sweet, he didnt want to give up and searched all the aisles for it, but when we found out they no longer selled it he took me to Fred Meyer and checked the bottles for the harshest scrub they had... and he never bothers to check, its always "look for the cheapest price" and "grab it and go" whereas im the type of person that wants to smell all the different shampoos and body wash adn lotions so it was sweet that he did all that looking for me :D
and then we went and got Bento
and it was so beautiful
it was one of those days that i wish i could just press "save" and keep it with me forever
like when i first moved in with Chris at our old old apartment... the one on the top floor with the vaulted ceiling adn the balcony surrounded by trees
i used to wake up in the sunshine and go outside and pcik blackberries, then come back adn lay on the couch with the ceiling fan blowing a gentle wind on me nad the patio door open so i oculd smell all the delicious summerness nad curl up in one of his shirts and eat the blackberries while i read Count of Monte Cristo and listened to Mad T.V.
i wish i could live in that moment forever
or the first date i had with chris when we went to get Teriyaki and then walked around the wilderness park and wwe saw the cat hiding in the grass adn i took pictures of him and the cat
its jsut those moments of pure happiness and peace and contentment
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
it's one of those days
i don't care about anything
everything is fine fine fine
*dances*
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i wish i was good enough... |
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