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[Jan. 22nd, 2009|03:42 pm] |
so
silly silly me
i looked for him and i found him
guilt crushes the insides
but
good news
i realized how incredibly lucky i am to be with my Christopher
he is the gallant knight on the white horse
my steadfast and strong true love
i saw the picture and thought... oh my god... that could have been where i lived if i had kept waiting and waiting...
thank god i opened myself to Chris
moving on...
Chris said something interesting last night
im not the type of person who normally capitalizes names...jsut cause im a lazy bastard and i need to get the thoughts out and written before they dissapear on me
he's seen my texts with his name adn he always asks why i enver capitalize his name
then last night we were sending a joke message to his friend on my phone "Heyyy Josh this is Sebastien xoxo" and he made sure i captilized the names, and i asked what the big deal was and he said
it gives more importance to the name, that you care about it.
and i felt so bad... that's what my sweet darling Christopher meant and felt when i didn't captilize his name.. so im going to and keep capitalizing it so at least in ym heart i can feel better about the past
if that makes any sense
im getting chubby
and my coat is getting warm
and i see all these pretty icons, but i would feel bad about chaning my picture... i love the cat and the flower... and i dunnos
i feel guilty abut the strangest things
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